Alyssa

coolcoookie @ 2002-07-01T18:11:00

2002-07-02T01:16:22Z

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life is Good!

2002-06-02T03:56:41Z

hey
Life is good. I truly do enjoy life. I am not upset, angry, sad, depressed. that is why i haven't been writting which is weird. it is as if i need to have something to complain about inorder to write. When there are good things too!! it is just i feel weird writting about good things that have happened cause i don't want people to feel as if i am shuving it in their faces...u know...well..anyway..i am bored..i am watching this movie called possessed....it is actually really freaky...i am like please God..i truly love you!!! Ahh..it is so creepy...the devil is a scary thing..luckily i am going to church tomm!!!! well..i better..go..i am good..bye bye

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2002-05-22T01:10:52Z

hey,
okay, i am bored and i haven't had much to write about lately sorry. I have just been here...with nothing to do...my job is COMPLETLY going under. I am soo sad, cause I love my job. For those of you who don't know, I am a hip hop assistant teacher at Titer Dance Studio in Niles. I take tap and jazz but hip hop is my specialty. I can just feel the music more..i dunno..i love it. well, i love teaching (well, subbing) the kids are great! sometimes it can be nerve recking...cause they just sit there and talk about the latest inside joke or whatever and i am like dude we have like 4 weekes till performance and you have ALOT of work to do. So, Miss Christine (my boss) is totally upset at Cecilia (the hip hop teacher) cause she got another job and is leaving me in charge. I thought since cecilia was leaving that i will be the hip hop teacher next year, but i guess that won' be happening. it is so weird and stressful and i almost just not want to do it, but i love it! so...i guess i just have to weigh it out and wait for things to cool down. it is just really nerv recking, cause i don't miss christine to be mad at me. even though she says she's not she makes sme comments where it seems like she is. ARGH ARGH...please just tell me what you are thinking...and the TRUTH...ARGH..okay..well..i am done now...i actually have to go to tap and jazz class with miss christine in about a half an hour...yippy...luckly Angela ( my darling cousin) is in it. I love her so much, she keep sme smiling and lets me forget about EVERYTHING and ANYTHING...she is my angel!!! okay...bye bye

Star Bores

2002-05-19T00:36:06Z

Hey,
I went to see Star Wars on Thursday and I am telling you...It was boring. The fight scenes were really good, but the dialogue was broring. My aunt and uncle feel asleep for 20 minutes. Although i did think Hayden Christensen did a good job. I liked him...could he be HOTTER?!?! lol....well, I would have to say go see it cause it's Star Wars, but I don't recommend to see it agian. That would seriously put you to sleep. I finally saw Spider-man!!!! Now That was a GREAT movie!!! I loved it..I was always on my toes. When ever spider-man would be swinging through the city I would feel like i was moving with him. I was totally entertained. I loved it. Well, I just got back from going to the gym.. I have been feeling really proud of myself. I feel more energetuc and a better person. I have been running on the tredmill (sp) for about 15 minutes every time i go to the gym.. It gets my cardio going, then I go and do about 150-200 crunchs (i love those!!) (and they are easier then sit-up..lol...the easy way out..lol) and then I do weights. from machines to free weights all that i do. well...i dunno, don't mean to bore you with my self victory praise. so, anyway..I'm bored...I can't wait to drive, then I can go places and hang with my friends...do you know how much of a loner i am?? I BIG one...My MOM gets more e-mails than i do, my brother gets more phone calls than i do, and he hangs with his friends more than i do. I don't do anything with my friends. I feel like..i dunno..I want to have that high school life you see in movies..you know..where every weekend someone comes to pick them up and they all go out and have a blast. I want to have that blast. you know..well..anyway..we rented The Bandits, Hardball, and Ocean's Eleven. WE already saw Ocean's Eleven, but it was a good movie so we rented it anyway. We watched Hardball last night, and it made me cry..That is such a toushing movie..tonight we are going to watch Bandits, it is suppose to be funny..so..yeah...Tommorow I have to be in San Francisco for my LAST Youth Coucil meeting..that is going to be sad. but then again i will have sundays back to myself...sundays are busier than i ould ever imagine!! well..this must be really boring so i will letcha go...i have to take a shower anyway..bye bye

~* Alyssa*~

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2002-05-15T01:21:24Z

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2002-05-09T04:24:37Z

You are Cameron
Diaz!

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I haven't written in so long!

2002-05-09T04:15:08Z

hey,
I was thinking, i havent written since spring break. so i started to write and i was writting about my trip to australia..then i realized i have basically told EVERYONE about the trip and that they are most like tired of hearing about it...lol...so..i guess i am going to start with today...leave all the other stuff behind and just kind of start all over agian. okay..well the musical opened last week...that was REALLY tough. seeing everyone wear their T-shirts made me realize that i am REALLY not in it. It made me feel awkward to..around ms.B...Whitney..lindsay...jenny....i duno...maybe i am just weird...but whenever jenny and whitney and lindsay would talk about it during 6th i would feel like i would need to walk away cause i shouldn't be hearing what they were saying..you know?? i dunno..i felt unincluded..but that isn't there falt..i made the decision..Jessica says that it was better for me that i didn't do the play..cause i needed a brake...Thanx Jess for being there and helping me..I went to do the doors of the play on thursday and friday...when i was watching it friday i almost started crying...i saw lindsay up there with my suitcase...and i just wanted to be apart of it sooo bad..well..anyway..let's see ooh okay..here something that can make you all sick!!
ORLANDO BLOOM ORLANDO BLOOM ORLANDO BLOOM
he is seriously the hottest man on the earth beside Heath Ledger....lol...i saw him in a GAP commercial...he is HOTT!!!!! okay so enough of that stuff...lol...let's see oohhhh!!! i have been going to the gym..i know you can't tell..but i am working on my weight..i am trying to tone all my muscles...it is great..i feel alot about better about myself..i have more energy...i have been going to 24 hour fitness..it is GREAT..i have a trainer for like 6 sessions his name is ashgar (oscar) he has such a strong accent i couldn't tell where he was from..lol..but i love him..he is hillariouse...he is great..and he teaches me the muscles and stuff, it is awsome...so..i am trying...the diet was working in the beginning, but then when spring beak happened i lost it...that is REALLY bad..so i am trying to gte back on it..I CAN DO IT...I CAN DO IT..i just have to keep telling myself that..lol...well..for those who don't know...i was suppose to go to the CREED concert on the 18th..well that is not happening cause some stupid driver hit Scott Stapp (lead singer)...and now he has cancelled the show...ARGH!!! I was look forward to it!! CREED is like my FAVORITE band...I was soo looking forward to that..GOSH!!! okay..well..i haven't not read this thing so i am sure there are a BUNCH of mistakes...but i hope to write soon....bye bye

Australia!!

2002-03-23T01:46:13Z

i can't wait!!! I am leaving in like 6 days!!! Thurday at like 11:30 pm.!!!Yeah!!! well..can't talk actually..just wanted to express my excite ment for Spring Break!!! YEAH!!

yeah! I didn't cheat!

2002-03-19T02:19:25Z

hey there..

2002-03-17T16:36:33Z

hey,
Okay last night i was "babysitting" this girl courtney. I put the quotations there because i she is more like a cousin or a sister than just a kid i babysit. so, i don't mind watching her. Yesterday i cleaned the ENTIRE house once again. Can my parents please give my brother something to do. All he has to do is take out the recycables, but sometimes he can't even do that correctly. ARGH!! Well..back to last night. so my dad got hom eat around 5. so, we went to Hollywood video to rent some DVD's. We got Princess Diaries, Rat Race, and Tomb Raider. We only had time to watch Princess, and Rat. I love those movies!!! Rat Race is sooo hillarious!! "OOh, It's a race! I hope I win!" lol..funny funny funny!! And of cource for ever girl, the dream come true to become a princess. lol..I love Princess diaries. It has tears, drama, and laughs! Then Angelina Joli. If i were a lesbian she would be my first pick.lol..That movie is cool, it has some cool action scenes. well...our cable is out,so i have been either online or watching a DVD. I am sooo bored. luckily today i can get out of the house. I am going to church, i teach a sunday school class. I teach pre-2. They are soo cute, but it can be frustrating sometimes. I still have a whole half hour till my ride comes...I AM BORED!!!I dunno what to do..comment on some really good websites to go to..I need to do something. ARGH! I want the TV back!!! Well, i have bore you enough for today..I will most likely write again later...lol...bye bye

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2002-03-15T23:53:24Z

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hey

2002-03-15T23:48:22Z

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hey

2002-03-15T23:37:22Z

Guess what i am watching??....Newsies!!! AGAIN!! lol....gosh i love that movie! Well, anyway...i love swimming...People hate it, but i love it. it is so much fun and a good work out...you know? A good thing is i have it 6th period, so i just go home right after...i don't have to worry about what i look like or anything....Today way really funny....Lenora wasn't there...Where were you??? I missed you! WEll Robyn and I were left by ourselves...I love Robyn..she is soo funny...but anyway, we realized we had no where to go! We felt like those losers in the movies who just stand there and eat their lunch...hehehe..it is really funny..well..sorry if this sounds weird and unorganized..i stop and watch newsies and then just get back to writting..lol..i love that movie!! Well, this weekend my mom went on a little vacation. i am so happy for her. She REALLY needs this break. She never goes out on trips with her friends, but my dad goes all the time. She holds so much stuff on her shoulders at once, that i wonder why she does it all...and she almost never gets the credit she deserves...she is an awsome women and i am not even fully respectful to her. She is a wonderful mom, she just has some kinks in her, like evr mom. I dunno..well...i just keep watching the movie so i better go. luv ya!

I am Happy

2002-03-14T02:09:37Z

hey, I have realized that I am happy. I might seem unhappy at school, but I really am happy. i am very relgious and I am Really involved with my dioces(sp). There is an event called Happeing, that is totally changed my life. Last year I was a Happener (the one who attends the event) and I learned alot about my relationship with God and stuff. But this year I staffed (you can only attend once), I just realized that I am loved by many people. Everyone that are involved in YAYA (the name of the dioces) is so loving and caring and sharing that i just feel like a belong no matter what i think or my view or the stupid like the way i dress or talk or where i live. Everything is accepted with them. Well, anyway back to the point, At happening we recieve carritos. They are bags full of gifts from the staffers. WEll this year in my bag I got a little story from Paxson. It makes me feel like I am who I am and no one can make me less that who am I. here it is, I hope you get something out of it too:
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 bill to one of you but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumble the bill up. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Stll hands were up on the air. "Well," he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and strted to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now all crumbled and dirty. "Now who still wants it?" he asked. Still the hnads went into the air. "My friends, you have learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, rumbled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. WE feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what happened or what will happen, you will NEVER lose your value. you are special. Don't ever forget that.

I found that stury very comforting and made me realize no matter how bad i beat my self up about the bad or stupid things I have done, I am still special and unique and needed. This single story i think has pulled me out of a depression since like the 7th grade. I just never noticed how gloomy I was. I am so sorry to all my friends that have knowen me that long. I didn't mean to be such a bump on the log. I have realized now.
I truly love life. I hate to sleep..It takes time out of the day..you could miss something or not beable to do something. I dunno..if that makes since, but i dunno..it's just how i feel...

Okay, I NEED new jeans. i have 5 pairs of jeans. 1 have whole in them, another the freakn' zipper won't stay up( i had an embarrassing moment with those...lol) the 3 ones are REALLY stiff..it hard to sit..gosh..man.that leaves 2 pair..i NEED jeans...so my mommy is going to take me next weekend! she can't this weekend cause she is going away.
I am soooooo excited for spring break. I AM GOING TO AUSTRALIA!!!!!! AHHH!!!!! I am sooo excited!!! i can't even express what i feel!!! Everyone e-mail me ur addresses and I will send u a post card (girls- hot aussie on it. boys- i dunno something kwel, haha j/k) anyway..ah..i don't even know what to pack..WE are leaving the last thursday of school at like 11:30 at night. But since of the day changes, we will arrive during their saturday. so we kinda skip a day. then we will come back on sat. wo for a whole week i will be in my DREAM place..ahh!! sorry..i don't mean to talk about it like this. I try not to ramble on about aussie.
well..i think iam doing alot better in my classes. I went from a D in Wld. History at the beginning of the year to an A!!! I am stoked!!! I am excited to ahow my parents that i am REALLY trying. This is why I quite the musical. I really feel better now that my grades are higher!
The muscial....ahh...i miss you guys soooo much...I want to be able to do the musical, but I can't allow my grades to suffer. I really love you all..i know that i am now on ms. b's "watch out for her" list. I mean I took up her time and then she casted me and I blew someone's chance to be in the musical. I dunno what i was thinking trying out to begin with. I think it is because i wasn't ready to just let go of the theatre you know? I wasn't ready to not try out...i dunno all i kno..is EVERYDAY i miss everyone and everything. i hope ms. b can trust me again.
WOW!! this is REALLY LONG!! I know you are getting bored..you probably didn't even read all of it....lol..well, i better go...just wanted to check in after so long!!

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2002-03-03T05:55:47Z

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2002-03-03T05:51:37Z

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